I have avoided posting for the past couple of weeks. The primary reason is that I don’t like what I’ve been writing. Recently the blog inched past the 1000 total visitors mark and that prompted me to take a look back at my previous posts. What I read did not at all impress me.
First off I am a bad writer. I’m not being hard on myself here; it’s not like I aspire to be Norman Mailer and I just realized that I haven’t reached my goal. My ambitions are limited to having the writing competence of a high school graduate that didn’t spend his four years smoking massive amounts of pot; which is I think where I am today. For example I really don’t know what the hell the semicolon is for and I just use it whereever I think it might look cute. Proper word usage and sentence construction are black magic as far as I’m concerned and writing is therefore reduced to throwing words together and hoping that I don’t break too many rules of grammar along the way. I’m a grammatical and spelling disaster and this is no way for a grown man to be. The last thing I want to do is to look like an incompetent buffoon while supposedly advocating for the Palestinian cause. I hate incompetence; especially when I’m the incompetent one. So I’ve crafted a little plan to allow me to become a writing ninja. I’ve gotten some books - On Writing Well, Grammatically Correct, and The Elements of Style. I’m going to read and apply their wisdom in the hopes that the garbage that I’m spew out into the world is going to stink a little less.
The second problem is focus, or the complete lack of it. I still, after more than two months of doing this have no idea what I’m trying to accomplish and who I’m trying to reach. One of the biggest problems that stopped me from starting the blog was trying to figure out what the goal was. Then I decided to start writing and maybe the blog will reveal its purpose to me. Well it didn’t. But maybe there is no real objective beyond just being out here on the web, consuming bandwidth and mindshare that might otherwise be occupied by voices that support the racist and cruel policies of Israel. Moving forward I’m just going to drop all the pretentious crap about doing something spectacular and simplify the mission to this - give Tineen some space to express his thoughts about the Israeli-Palestinian conflict.
I will leave you now with the promise that my coming posts will become incrementally better. So prepare yourselves for Tineen the next generation.
-Tineen








